You have sacrificed so much of your time in the name of love, but giving this much time to someone who doesn't even appreciate what you had together is a waste of time.
"I spent years pondering a person who is unaware of my existence." You will not like realising that half of your life has been squandered on someone who does not care about you.
Initially, you won't understand what's happening to you, but you'll come to realise that it's for the best...your version of forgiveness consists of letting go.
You want freedom and independence, yet you are tethered to the past, which is the most difficult truth for you to accept.
You'd want to believe that you're an adventurous person who embraces change and progress, but you know that you haven't been able to really accept change .
You feel able to live without the sorrow of a previous heartbreak, and it dawns on you: why the hell am I carrying around such a heavy burden? In the form of realisation, you get forgiveness.
You are a kind and compassionate person, and as a result, you have become a doormat for others who perceived your attributes as something they could use.
Moon in Capricorn, you realise that your life is so imbalanced because you can't put your past in right perspective.
You dislike the term "forgiveness" because you do not understand its meaning. What you do know is that as of today, when the Moon is in Capricorn